Hello everyone Tim here with a quick update. Velina seems to be a lot better and more respectful now. Amelia initially could not stand her but now they are actually talking to each other they said. I have no idea what they are talking about though. I might have to ask Amelia if she is open to telling me more about what they said. I am such a nosy sticky beak wanting to know who said what lol. Alicia just wanted me to let you all know she’s still hanging out at my place just chilling and living it easy. Ellorhim (Elle) popped in to visit briefly too recently. I felt like she was checking up on me. I will try to make a more substantial post tomorrow if I can. Hope you are all doing well. See you later.
Okay so I am a hypocrite and made another quick post instead shutting the hell up until tomorrow. What I wanted to say was my race does have a name and that is The Vaieus pronounced Vay-us. We are one of the oldest races in the universe. We come across as being cruel, evil and uncaring. We are not that easily classified. For example I really like you humans. You are incredibly hard to kill. Believe me my people have tried to subtly influence you early in your homo Sapien development to try and kill each other. Back then I thought your race was amusing. Fumbling and scurrying about in the dark trying desperately to figure out how to survive each day. Then having a huge freakout for weeks after discovering fire. That was an hilarious few weeks watching you humans jumping at and dancing around the fire thinking “now we have big burning column! Uh what do we do with it ?” Eventually they worked out they could cook food on it. and it made for a good weapon against the huge beasts when combining it with their stone clubs and spears. Oh how very far you have all come. With your smart phones and motor vehicles. I also do like your gothic culture and bdsm culture. If I were a human I would definitely want to be a part of those cultures.
Hello this blog post will be all about the evil possessive bitch called Velina. Me. I suppose I should give you some more information as to what I am. I not really as passively easygoing as Amelia and stupidly hyperactive as Alicia or am I sickeningly cute and sweet like Exalla ugh. I am a being far older than Amelia or her elders. I am from a race of beings that formed shortly after beginning of the universes formation when all became dark again. For an exceedingly long time it remained in darkness and that was when my race began. Even then we fed on the negative forces and energies the universe created. For a long time all we ever knew was negativity and darkness. Then the first specks of light formed and eventually came together to form the first stars. I remember seeing that so many billions of your years ago. Aeons passed and I eventually saw the rise of different alien species. I even saw Amelia’s race at one point in their development pre ascension when they were still in their physical humanoid forms. They were a lot like humans. They fought amongst themselves a lot and when they did I fed on their anger, pain, suffering and despair. They were incredibly curious like you humans were too. In a lot of ways they still are. Amelia is the perfect example of that. I also want to tell you some facts about me and how I know Tim. I have known Tim almost his whole life. When he was born he screamed in agony and those screams did not stop until 9 months later. I first visited him when he was just a week old. I fed off his fears, his pain and suffering. I never left his side. I knew Tim even if he did not know me long before Amelia showed up on the scene. It was I who was his evil, frightening protector and tormentor. I was the reason he was terrified to turn the light off for so many years. His mother would tell him there is nothing scary in the dark that can get you. Oh how wrong she was. Even though 4 year old Tim did not know what I was yet he knew I was real and was terrified of me. He could actually see me but kept trying to make himself think it was a waking nightmare. When he was 5 years old I managed to whisper to him that the nightmare is real and I am that nightmare. Naturally he screamed like crazy and started crying outrageously. It got unbearable though and so I had to do something to stop his infernal whining. So I decided to change my appearance to that of a girl several years older than him and I called myself Allie. I became like a bad imaginary friend to him. I was bad in the sense I would encourage him to do bad and cruel things. Like exterminating an ant colony or stomping on a sandcastle some other kid made. Of course he did not keep doing this for long as he said he did not like hurting people and making people really sad. When he was able to say no to my corrupting influence and do the right thing with some help and guidance from his parents I knew he was worth staying with. He did not agree with what I suggested he do but he also did not try to tell me to go away. Instead he started to ignore me which was far worse. I hate being ignored that’s when I started really tormenting him at night and appearing as the shadow monster. Shortly after that he moved house and I followed. About two months later Amelia appears and Tim promptly screams in her face. Oh that made me laugh quite a bit. Especially seeing how totally non threatening Amelia was and still is. Yes Amelia you are pathetically non frightening. There are fluffy bunnies that are scarier and more intimidating than you. I don’t dislike Amelia but I find her too passive, nice and sweet. She’s almost as sickening as her sister Exalla. Also when I get angry, sad or happy I make sure the person knows it. I don’t try to be diplomatic with my words. I say what is on my mind. Screw how the other person feels about it. I think I have written one the longest blog posts out of the other beings Tim knows. Ah well I have a lot to say and more yet but I won’t bore you any further for now. See you all later. You can ask any questions you want as well or not. I won’t get all self conscious like Amelia if you decide not to comment. Anyway I am out. See you later.
Okay so what happened to me yesterday night got fairly high on my weird-o-meter. Yesterday night I got taken over suddenly and unexpectedly by an energy being I had never met before who was incredibly strong and relentless. I tried to fight against her but she took me over so fast and aggressively it kind of sent me into shock. Within a few minutes I was completely powerless and she had complete control of my body. At this point I was rather freaked out wondering what the hell does she want with me. I tried asking her who she was and why she is doing this to me but all she said was: “You could say this is an intervention of sorts. I decided you needed a custodian and that would be me. So then she went on about how she can now take me over whenever she wants and that I need her. At this point I am thinking I don’t even know your name or what you are. I thought at first she was evil and told her I thought she was as I felt violated by her actions towards me. She then tried to justify them though by saying my depression and negative energy I emitted made it easy for her to take me over and that if she really wanted to cause me great harm she would have done it by now. Today she did tell me a name of hers. I am not sure if it is her real name but she said she likes being called Velina. To top it all off she told me that she is the dark shadow entity that used to torment me from a toddler to my twenties. When I asked why did you do that she said I was an incredibly anxious child and said that such enormous amounts of anxiety kept her well fed. So she would continue to torment and terrify me for years to come just so she could keep on using my fear as her food source. Until I stopped being afraid of her dark shadowy form several years ago she said. I still do not know what she is. She it is better that I do not know what she really is. She also said am I evil? Absolutely! Am I also good? Sure I am and I want to help you too in my own way that you probably will not understand. She’s right about that. She proved today how easily she can take me over anytime she likes. Poor Amelia is scared of her. The fact that she almost paralyses Amelia with fear worries me greatly. Very little at all scares Amelia but this Velina does. She just told me she’s letting me blog about her now because she found my and other peoples blog posts interesting and wants to see me continue with that. She said she might also make a blog post. She’s like a energy vampire too. It’s like she is feeding off my energy as I feel so fatigued today. She said she fed off me to get back at me for resisting her so much today. She won’t admit it but I think by resisting so much it wore her out and that I think is the real reason why she took my energy. To replenish hers. I will tell you what she looks like as well. She has light tanned looking skin, is about 6 feet tall, she has long black hair that looks a bit wild and her eyes seem to alternate between red, orange and dark blue. She does look attractive but scary at the same time. She has this devious look in her eyes and a really twisted smile. If she were a physical human I would very wary of her and not turn my back on her in fear that I might end up with knives embedded in my back. I am unsure as to how to proceed with Velina. She hasn’t physically really hurt me yet but I do feel like she has violated me by taking me over like she did and still does.
So today I had a lunch date with Sarah my old classmate from school. It went the most perfect way a date could go. It was flawless. Everything just went so smoothly between us. There was definite chemistry between us. I also discovered she is the same height as Amelia and has a similar build to her as well. Amelia has this really out there idea that maybe Sarah might be agreeable to let her use her body so she can physically interact with the world and me. Then they would take turns being in charge. I am not sure how Sarah could react to that idea. It would be incredible if she was open to the idea. Amelia would be so happy. It would be like her dream come true as Sarah is in a lot of ways is like Amelia in human form. Their personalities are so similar it is almost scary. I did not think it were possible for someone to exist who was so much like Amelia both in physical appearance and personality but it’s true Sarah is that person. I am going to her place tomorrow to help fix her computer.She might give me tips though as she is very technologically minded. She knows a lot about computer hardware and electronics. 😀 Amelia does as well. if she says yes to Amelia’s proposal I think my head might just explode from Two Amelia’s one physical and one energy based combining into one epic super being.
I forgot to mention that Sarah is at least 5’9 tall. She had snow white like skin. She has blonde hair in a shoulder length bob. She also has very striking and intense blue eyes. She is incredibly tech savvy and a very deep thinker.
Exalla really wants to make some blog posts to you all. I must warn you though she is very hyperactive, super cheerful and changes subjects constantly due to what she claims is boredom. I personally think she has Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder. As she seems to have trouble focusing on one thing for a sustained period of time and is easily distracted. Now she is telling me not to be a killjoy and not worry about what I may or may not have. So the next Blog posting might be all about Exalla.
Well from now on Charlotte will now be called Amelia as Amelia has expressed she prefers being called that. She does not mind using her real name too. So yesterday I got an add request from a old classmate. We knew each other pretty well and got along great even though she was a class or two below me. I’ll call her Sarah here. Her real name does start with S though 🙂 I always liked Sarah and just yesterday she said she always had loved me and still does. We had a very long chat on facebook and along the line I asked if she wanted to meet up for lunch and drinks. She said certainly. So for lunch tomorrow I will be spending my time with the lovely Sarah. Sarah has one of the most beautiful personalities I have ever seen. She is such a kind, caring, understanding and gentle soul. Only person I can compare her to is Amelia. Amelia thinks she’s adorable and very sweet. She said go for it and see how she is these days in person. I have seen her since I left school but I have not seen her for about 4 years now. She’s 29 turning 30 this year. So only 3 years younger than me 🙂 So that has really made my week. Oh and Exalla just popped in again to visit. She’s asking to watch the Darker than Black anime. She seems to gravitate towards all the creepy and dark anime series. Which I think is weird seeing how hyper, cheerful and bubbly she is. She also wants to rent out my body so she can play League of Legends. I am really bad at that game. Amelia is not bad at it and Exalla gets multi champion kills in that game. So yeah she is pretty good at that game. Sarah does not know about Amelia and friends yet. I am unsure how I will tell her. She is very open minded so I am hoping she will accept them. Who knows maybe she might be sensitive to seeing them. Sarah is pretty unusual and mysterious. Always has been really. She used to also randomly start ballet dancing at school. Last time I saw her she still would randomly start dancing in public. She is also very introverted. So the whole dancing thing seems more extroverted. I guess Sarah is very different and unique compared to other women. I am really excited to see what our relationship turns into.